I am working at doing two things:  Holding On and Letting Go. Yes, it has been a teeter-totter ride. While a single mom, I had to take charge. Taking care of a home, raising my children, and working full-time meant it was all about schedules and routine so our life could hold some sort of saneness. For me, I had to hold on or I felt I would fall off the perverbal teeter-totter that our lives where on. As the…